Oh my goodness friends I've done it again been MIA for the last month. I guess that's what summer time does to you! I got a new job as a preschool teacher and I've been so busy preparing for that. I'll be honest I'm terrified of having to teach ten, yes TEN, three year olds at a time. I'm sure it will be great though, I'll get the hang of it!
S has become more gung ho about the whole LA diet than I have, how sad is that? No, I know its not sad it means he really wants kids with me and wants us to do everything we can to make that possible! Which is such a sweet thing!
In other news I haven't ovulated since FEBRUARY! What the hell is wrong with me!?! Ok I know what is wrong with me that damn PCOS. It just makes me feel so beyond guilty that its my fault we aren't parents yet. But S has been soooo amazing, he told me that our five year plan is to adopt as many kids as we want. Then quickly said "Honey I really don't think we'll need to adopt though this diet thing is really going to help us out I just know it." And he really means it, he's got a lot of faith that through this diet and our exercise we will be pregnant in no time.
Another funny conversation we had was about us going to England next year. I told him that if we get pregnant later than September then we wont be making it to England for my cousins wedding. To which he replied "its ok I'll make sure we get pregnant then!" Hahaha if only it were really that easy! I can't help but love him a little more for it though, it shows me that hes willing to do whatever it takes and hasn't given up on us getting pregnant yet.
But seriously I'm going to be making an appointment with an RE this month and hopefully he can help speed up the process, you know help me ovulate more than once in six months. BUT the minute we are told that we need IFV or heaven forbid we are told that our chances of conception are slim to none we will be making an appointment straight away with an adoption agency to get the ball rolling. If there is one thing we both agree on its that we want to be parents soon and we want to become parents before we hit our 30's. So if me physically having a baby proves to be taking too long (not that 3.5 years isn't a long time, but say 6 months down the road I'm still not pregnant) then we have no problem bringing children into our family through the miracle of adoption.
Until then I will confront this little SOB
month after month until we see one of these!
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