One Year

One Year ago today I was the happiest person in the world, nothing (that I knew of) could have knocked me down, I was floating on a cloud. One year ago today I learned that after two and a half years of trying to get pregnant I WAS actually pregnant. One year ago I was telling my amazing husband that I finally was going to make him a father. One year ago today my life was changed forever. In one year there has not been a day that goes by that I don't think about that baby and what could be happening in our lives today if we hadn't lost it.  One year has been the hardest thing I have ever had to endure.
Today October 15th also is the National Day of remembrance for pregnancy and infant loss. How fitting that it lands exactly one year to the day that we found out about our angel baby. Today not only is that angel baby on my mind but every person with their own angel babies are also on my mind. I'm so sorry for the loss and heartache that they have all had to endure and hope that they have/will all be able to find peace in their own losses. Today they are all on my mind, in my heart and in my prayers.